Core Meaning: This song exists for the realization that love is often understood most clearly after it has been lived. It does not undo the past — it honors what the past taught.
What the song is holding: regret without self-contempt, wisdom earned through mistakes, and love that deepened too late to change outcomes. This is reflection without punishment.
When it meets the listener: when memory softens into clarity, when words once left unsaid are finally understood, and when time’s value becomes undeniable.
What it refuses to fake: erased responsibility, rewritten history, or second chances promised. It offers a gentler truth: understanding is sometimes the last gift love gives.
The deeper truth: “If I could do it all over again” is not a wish — it is a reckoning. Growth may arrive too late to save the past, but never too late to shape who we become next.
Why it belongs in Twelve Roads Home: this is the road of retrospective grace — where mistakes are carried forward honestly, and home is built through memory, not erasure.
by Songsmith · from the album Twelve Roads Home
Lyrics, chords, and story available on the album site.